shardhearts

SHA NAGBA IMURRU!! ALL NAMES, ALL FORMS! obsessed about money & power obsessed about sexual encounters obsessed about passion & pain possessed like martyr getting high off the flames I HAVE A BULIMIC MIND! I HAVE A SOUL THAT'S ONE OF A KIND! I HAVE A BULIMIC MIND! LOOK AT ME ENEMY OPEN YOUR EYES! accept your fate for the hate you create i'm sick of pretending that you're world is not ending! [i've seen the mysteries] ALL NAMES, ALL FORMS! SHA NAGBA IMURRU! I SAW THE MYSTERY! I KNOW THE SECRET! obsessed about dominion & death obsessed about infecting the nest obsessed about seeking revenge for being trapped in t

MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE MY PAIN, MY PRIDE THESE SCARS ARE MINE i will tell you a story, that's never been told i will tell you a secret, 5 lifetimes old ... my life has been a prison, a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of Tragedy. i'm a stain on the cloth. i'm just an after-thought. but i would die for this .... but through the veins of decay i'll remain to betray to live like Caesar. to die like Jesus. to build my own religion, no gods, no laws to celebrate pain forsaken & ashamed to watch them all, crawl beneath us ... on this bed of nails & regret dying of fevers, betrayal, & sweat I CRY ...

eye'm sorry, eye'm ugly, all that i am and i can never live up. eye'm failing, eye'm angry, afraid of the ways they pretend to be us. its fuct up, eye'm different, wurdz remain my only escape. art saves all of me, evolving, and now you're walking away!!! eye'm so afraid, and now you're walking away. eye'm so ashamed, and now you're walking away!! my mistake, was trusting you, blood pigs, with creating my fate, with poetry, and suffering, i cannibalized every ounce of my pain. eye'm still afraid, everyday. these greedy worms - they devour my plagues. eye'm not your slave, eye'm conquering, you see me rise & now you're walking away!!! eye'm no